I am God's instrument though there's a demon in my pants

I got some angry feedback on the Comics Sherpa site today. They called me a bad name that rhymes with "rich." I didn't appreciate it and it hurt my feelings. I'm just trying to justify what the demon in my head is telling me to do vs. what God's greater plan is for me. It's nto easy folks, they are pulling me either way in a battle for my soul.